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Wednesday, October 16, 2013

eleven painful things




one - checked.
two - checked.
three - always.
four - checked.
five - been there.
six - done that.
seven - once.
eight - right love, too early. checked.
nine - have tried, failed.
ten - brokenhearted self mantra.
eleven - every cruel day.



sincerely,
me.

Monday, July 29, 2013

odour






Flaws and mistakes are just like sweat and odour, you can't smell yourself but others around you, could.



** good luck in interpreting the meaning ;)






Wednesday, July 24, 2013

beauty fade my dear




they say, good attitude comes first. good look is a bonus.

but without u realize, the saying goes otherwise.

because what catches the eyes, attracts the heart.

meaning :

when the eyes saw something nice,
your brain will say, "ohh she's beautiful. i want to know her"
then only, your body will react. this is where flirtation occurs.
during the 'kenal-hati-budi' process.. this is when attitude is observed.
stay or leave, depends on the attitude of the beauty, your eyes behold.

if the attitude is okay.. then you'll stay.
if the attitude is not okay.. bye bye you go.

BUT .. sometimes..

the good attitude comes after good look phase happen when you have no intention of having any intimacy or special relationship with the not-so-good-look girl..

but you both become friend. you talk, you hangout together, you see each other most of the time.. that's when you realize, she's not that bad.. her attitude makes her beautiful.

n because you see her everyday, she has become the angel to your eyes.
(it's called psychology between your eyes and your brain)

**flashback**

when i was in form 2, i joined my school choral speaking team. the script was entitled "beauty". there is this one paragraph i like, but i can't recall the exact phase.

let's say, the first girl, has very little knowledge about the world, and knows nothing about leadership but she has a very sexy figure like angelina jolie.

while the second girl is as ugly as ugly betty but she can do things really well.. who do you think donald trump will hire?

***

so, who will you choose, neelofa or enot?

no judgement required




i did with sincerity, you judge with no mercy (nabihah, 2013)


when you're too busy judging people, all you can see is their flaws.. even if they have thousandth other values, the judgement you have already made, covers them all. 

because judging without knowing, is too mainstream.



Thursday, July 18, 2013

tiga golongan

-gambar x berkaitan-


servus!

i read this somewhere, from a self-improvement book... but i forgot the title...

it says ...

"Ada tiga golongan yang tidak boleh dibawa berbincang, 1. orang yang sedang marah... 2. orang yang tengah lapar ... 3. pasangan bercinta"

1. orang yang sedang marah

biasanya, orang yang tengah marah ni, mmg susah nk dibawa brbincang pn.. sebab tu org slalu ckp, 'biar dia sejuk dulu' ..

2. orang yang tengah lapar

it sounds funny.. but somehow it's true.. (  ini kategori lapar tahap seminggu x makan oke.. bukan lapar mengada awk report kt twitter tuh )

imagine seminggu x jumpe makanan.. agak2 kalau kita g cakap "oii.. duduk sat, aku nak bincang pasai dot dott nih"
ada kena lempang rasanya.. org tgh lapar, disuruh dengar kita membebel.. mmg cari nahas..

besides, my friend once said, "pasal makanan ni, bole buat org bertumbuk" . walaupun kesahihannya agak diragui, tp bila difikir fikir.. cuba kita bg sekeping roti kt 10 org yg x mkn dua tiga hari, agak-agak diorg akn share same rata x?

3. pasangan bercinta

biasanya org yg tgh panas brcinta nih, mmg x kn dgr ckp org lain.. love is blind la kononnya..

love is blind.. true.. but don't be blinded by love..

love is blind tu ambiguity sebenarnya.

maksud dia mungkin gini ..

giant : sizuka, percaya la ckp sy.. nobita tu gay dgn hagemaru !
sizuka : ahhh.. giant si budak gemuk pentipu.. nobita x mungkin curang dengan sy.. nobita peluk2 hagemaru tu sbb diorg kwn baik saja!

sizuka yg buta kerana cinta.. sbb dia nmpk yg baik je kt boifren dia.. wlpn org da warning.. still die defend bf die..

maksud kedua plak mcm kisah beauty and the beast.. wlpn si beast tu x hensem langsung.. beauty jatuh cinta ngan beast tu sbb personality dia.. mknanya, dia x pndg luaran.. die bt x nmpk je ketakhenseman beast tu.. ni love is blind yg patut dicontohi ye kawan2..

soooo... pasangan brcinta 'love is blind' mcm sizuka tu mmg xleh dibawa brbincang SELAGI dia x sedar sndri..


k.. enaf merapu malam2.. solusi.. mcm mana nk handle tiga golongan kt atas..

org yg tgh mrh - bg Al-Quran.. srh dia ngucap sikit.. sbb dlm sunnah ade ckp, kalau org yg tgh mrh.. sila pegi amik air smbhyg...


Rasulullah bersabda:
“Sesungguhnya marah itu dari syaitan, sedang syaitan diciptakan dari api, dan yang dapat memadamkan api hanyalah air. Oleh kerana itu, apabila salah seorang diantara kamu marah, maka hendaklah ia berwudhuk.” (HR Ahmad).

lgpn, Rasulullah S.A.W ckp, org yg bole kawal mrh die, akan masuk syurga :)


Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
“Barang siapa menahan marah sedangkan ia mampu melampiaskannya, maka Allah akan memanggilnya pada hari Kiamat di depan semua makhlukNya dan menawarkan kepadanya bidadari syurga yang ia sukai.” (HR Ahmad)


dapat masuk syurga, dapat bidadari.. so jgn marah marah ye bang *wink3


orang yg sedang lapar - yg ni plg small of the pieces.. kasi die makanan biaq dia kenyang.. pstu kasi die tido sejam dua.. lps tu baru ajak sembang...  sng kan? hehee

pasangan bercinta - yg ni biarkan je.. ckp sekali je.. dia x nk dengar.. lantak p.. sbb selagi x calar hati tu.. diorg x kn sedar.. dia kena mengalami.. baru dia belajar..


ok.. till then
gute nacht ;)


p/s : posting nnti mungkin trkapai kapai.. maybe bole ckp kt abah nnti abis degree keje ngan dia.. atau jual karipap tepi jalan? atau tunggu org masuk minang? ngee.. the later sounds better.. weee~

Friday, July 5, 2013

game over





How do you know you're NOT into him anymore?

When your heart doesn't go thump thump when he's near  =)





Till then,
live a happy life,
find new love,
and take care :)

Monday, June 24, 2013

beautiful no more



"What make you so beautiful, is u don't know how beautiful you are, to me"

Carly Rae Jepsen ft Justin Bieber , Beautiful


this is before
but not anymore..

because now that u know
n yeah.. it's a taboo..
you're just like any other

Friday, June 14, 2013

hope






the real purpose is to know you and to judge, if i, possibly, might or might not, ever hope to make me fall for you, and you in return, fall for me.

but silence is always the best answer.. so, i assume, your ignorance and silence is a 'no'.

thus, ends of this chapter. the story goes on.



sayonara.


Tuesday, June 4, 2013

let me give your heart a break



wanting to have one's heart isn't as easy as buying a designer bag, but we can't use force either...

Bila kita nak pikat hati orang, usaha dan pengorbanan itu harus ada... kalau orang tu high maintenance, usaha perlu digandakan ye kawan2...

Konsep nya sama macam kita nak mintak duit nak beli gadget ngan parents contohnya... paling paling kenen pn kena kemas rumah, cuci keta diorang ke, urut urut sikit, masak utk diorg ke.. kita panggil 'bodek' ..tp tu sebenarnya usaha kita nak dapatkan apa yang kita nak.

Bila kita nak pikat hati orang, kita x boley kedekut tau..

kita kena 'murah' dalam byk segi.. tp bukan 'murah' yg tu *uhuk

kena murahkan senyuman
kena murahkan ego
kena murahkan masa

sebab.. kita yang nak pikat hati dia.. kita la yg kena berusaha text dulu, say hi dulu..sbb kalau nk harapkan dia,,,, lupikir lah sendiri..

sama jugak macam kita nak beli barang.. kalau kita nak beli something, kita kena pakai baju, start enjin keta, pegi kedai, pilih2, tawar menawar, baru kita dapat apa yg kita nak kan...and kita puas hati dengan barang tu...

tapi, if kita beli on9, kite nampak luar je cantik dan menarik hati.. produk yg sampai, hampeh...

walaupun orang cakap, hati manusia ni bukan untuk dijual beli... tapi hati manusia ni lembut... kalau awk ikhlas syg dia, insyaAllah keikhlasan awk tu, dia dapat rasa... niat kena betul, oke?

n kepada yang mungkin masih merana teringatkan kisah lama, bukak hati bukak mata.. ada lg orang yang mampu bahagiakan hati awk.. awk just kena bagi masa awak dan bagi dia peluang..mungkin yg baru dtg ni lebih baik dari yg lama...

there's a saying, for every "broken-hearted people, there's always somebody with a band-aid"

actually, sy ada satu idea nakal... tp x sy x penah bt lg..  =.=!

tapi idea ni perlukan keberanian...

sizuka : let's play one game
nobita : what game?
sizuka : flirting mission.
nobita : huh?
sizuka : give me one month (or how long you think appropriate..), i'll try everything possible to flirt, seduce, care for you BUT you have to cooperate.
nobita : then?
sizuka : then if after one month, u have a slight interest in me, you lose. but if you feel nothing, you win.
nobita : oookay.. if i win, what will i get. and if you win, what will you get?
sizuka : if you win, you will have your time on your own..i won't disturb you anymore... if i win, you can have me :)

logically, cuba try sebulan.. texting, talking, sharing moments, laughing with one person...benda tu akan jadi norms.. and beli dah jadi norms.. game over.

so conclusion,

kalau kita nak pikat hati org yg kita sedar x suka kita balik, kesabaran tu kena lagi tinggi dari KLCC and kulit muka kena tebal macam kerak nasi  =.=!

gud luck yer semua  :)




till then,
take care


p/s  : ini hny teori logik sy... to be frank, sy belom penah cuba pikat hati org yg x suka sy blk.. belom ada yg bg peluang... so, try at your own risk... tq

Monday, June 3, 2013

no title






Salam

basically, holiday is interesting... eat, sleep, hangout, eat, sleep, hangout again :)
but i'm trying to fill my holidays with beneficial activities.. any beneficial activities to keep myself occupied so i won't think about unnecessary things

i'll keep my distance.. but i can't promise anything.. =.=!

maybe.. there's someone in your dream, maybe there's someone in your mind, but can i be the one when you got no one?


till then,
nabihah


p/s : penat berkejaran dengan adam tadi kat pantai x hilang lg.. will be missing my Adam.. :'(

Thursday, May 23, 2013

leisure

Hello.. i found this questionnaire on tumblr.. feel like answering them.. huhuu.. obviously i hv nothing to do n wanna keep myself busy... 


1: Full name : Nabihah Azrin
2: Age : 21 turning 22
3: 3 Fears : Allah S.W.T. Abah. snakes.
4: 3 things I love : Allah S.W.T. , family and friends
5: 4 turns on :
  • When he likes kids
  • Good sense of humor
  • a son who loves and respects his mother
  • God fearing
6: 4 turns off
  • smoker
  • a big ego
  • ignorance
  • playboy
7: My best friend : actually, i have many.. n all of them are dear to me
8: Sexual orientation : Straight. [ but i kinda like to look at pretty girls.. -_____- ]
9: My best first date : never actually went out on a couple date. usually, i hv my friends accompany me.
10: How tall am I ; one hundred and fifty dot dot cm ..hihiii
11: What do I miss ; currently, i m missing this one person i know i'll never have. n i miss my girlfriendss
12: What time were I born ; 9.45 p.m.
 13: Favourite color ; purple and chocolate
 14: Do I have a crush ; Yea..but i'm trying to make myself neutral from all this cheezy feelings
 15: Favourite quote; If the two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll know how to find their way back.. as said by Chuck Bass in Gossip Girl.
16: Favourite place; my bed.
 17: Favourite food; anything spicy
18: Do I use sarcasm; sometime
19: What am I listening to right now; almost said it - carly rae japsen 
 20: First thing I notice in new person; Eyes.
21: Shoe size; varies .. usually i wear size 5
22: Eye color; black
 23: Hair color ;black
 24: Favourite style of clothing; Big shirt and jeans
25: Ever done a prank call? ; yupss
 27: Meaning behind my URL ; my philosophy? my idea mostly
28: Favourite movie; fairytales
29: Favourite song; for now When I was your man by Bruno Mars
30: Favourite band;CNBLUE
 31: How I feel right now; frustrated? sad? mourning?
 32: Someone I love; umi <3 b="">
33: My current relationship status; Single and Awesome.
34: My relationship with my parents; Pretty much the common type. of parent - kid relationship.
35: Favourite holiday; school holiday of course =D
36: Tattoos and piercing i have; no tattoos, 2 piercing :)
37: Tattoos and piercing i want; none.. i have enough for both my ears
38: The reason I joined blogspot; because many of my friends hv their own blog.. i started blogging since secondary school.. but i rarely update my blog.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?;  he left me broken hearted after promising blah n blahh after 4 years relationship, what do u expect then? love? nahhh.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?; nope.. almost a year now
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?; if fb chat considered texting, ermm muiz? eww no.
42: When did I last hold hands?; just now, hold abah's hand.
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?; around 30 minutes.
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?; no.
45: Where am I right now?; in front of my laptop, in my house.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?; i didnt drink alcohol.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?; at a reasonable level, too loud can give me terrible migrane
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?; BOTH.
49: Am I excited for anything?; *think* i guess none ;)
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?; YES. my lil bros.. jejad n mumu
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?; when lecturer said, " nabihah, are u sick ". i prefer not to smile than fake one.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?; just a few minutes ago. hugged abah coz he's going to pahang
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?; --err, i guess i would say "you're cheating on me?" -___-
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?; YES..
55: What is something I disliked about today?; i promised myself not to stalk him, but i did.. err.. pls dont tell mumu, he'll nag at me.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?; Nabi Yusof  a.s. .
57: What do I think about most?; A
58: What’s my strangest talent?; ermm.. do i have any? ohh yeah. i'm alive even though my heart has been crushed thousandsss time
59: Do I have any strange phobias?; i hate snakes. n frogs.. because snake eats frogs, so, i hate frogs as well.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?; both ways.
61: What was the last lie I told?; i don't like him anymore
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?; talking on the phone.
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?; ghost? seen once. alien.. hurm? can star trek's alien be considered as the alien 'alien'?
64: Do I believe in magic?; yup. i like fairy tales
65: Do I believe in luck?; I believe in destiny
66: What’s the weather like right now?; A very warm night.
67: What was the last book I’ve read?; GG.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?; no. no. no
69: Do I have any nicknames?; many. my family calls me AH, my schoolmates call me BIG, my matrixmates call me BIB, my ipgmates call me BIHA, B, KAK BIE (i don't like this one though), and mumu calls me A'ah
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?;  when i was in form 4, we went jungle trekking, it was very slippery.. my leg got caught by roots or somethng sharp.. i cant remember well.. but that's the worst i can remember.
71: Do I spend money or save it? ;mostly, i spend money :)
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?; no. ,can you?
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?; yup
74: Favourite animal?; cats
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?; tweeting, facebooking and sewing.
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?; Rude.
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?; Senyumlah Nabihah by Gidta =DD.
78: How can you win my heart?; care.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?; just my name.
80: What is my favorite word?; faithful
81: My top 5 blogs on blogspot;

  • theotherkhairul
  • ayeemayam
  • bvlgari girl -- but it's private now
  • penulisan2u
  • terfaktab

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?; where is he? the one made for me? you're late!
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?; None.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?; The power to read other's mind
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?; can you forget ... ?
86: What is my current desktop picture?



87: Had sex?; Nope.
88: Bought condoms?; Nope.
89: Gotten pregnant?; Nope
90: Failed a class?; never
91: Kissed a boy?; Yes.
92: Kissed a girl?; Yes.
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?; None.
94: Had job?; I’m still studying.
95: Left the house without my wallet?; many times.
96: Bullied someone on the internet?; No...why would i?
97: Had sex in public?;  no..
98: Played on a sports team?; well i play softball in highschool
99: Smoked weed? ; i don’t smoke.
100: Did drugs?; nope
101: Smoked cigarettes?; nope.
102: Drank alcohol?; nope
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?; none of the two.
104: Been overweight?; yup..
105: Been underweight?; i wish !
106: Been to a wedding?; a couple of times. don't like going to a wedding, it's crowded n hot.. i'll get headache
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?; oh i could go longer.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?; longer than that.
109: Been outside my home country?; yup
110: Gotten my heart broken?; a couple of times.
111: Been to a professional sports game?; yup.. football games..
112: Broken a bone?; nope
113: Cut myself?; never.
114: Been to prom?; malaysian school doesn't hv this culture.. n i came from all girls school since primary school.. so, nope.
115: Been in airplane?; yup.
116: Fly by helicopter?; in my wishlist.
117: What concerts have I been to?; none
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?; do i look like a lesbian to u?
119: Learned another language?; yup.. i'm majoring in English
120: Wore make up?; on special occasions, yes..but i apply only lip gloss, mascara n eye liner.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?; lol no.
122: Had oral sex?; nope.
123: Dyed my hair?; nope.. i like it black
124: Voted in a presidential election?; not yet.
125: Rode in an ambulance?; nope.
126: Had a surgery?; nope.
127: Met someone famous?; yeah
128: Stalked someone on a social network?; i stalk a lot of people xD
129: Peed outside?; never before
130: Been fishing?; nope.
131: Helped with charity?; a few times.
132: Been rejected by a crush?; i didn’t really confess.
133: Broken a mirror?; nope
134: What do I want for birthday?; Mitsubishi Mirage please :)
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?; minimum four.. maximum, up to my future hubby.. names , adam for boys and mawar for girls
136: Was I named after anyone?; umi said, she was expecting a baby boy, so, my name was Alif at first. Muhammad Alif.. Nabihah is emergency-kind-of name
137: Do I like my handwriting?; yupsie
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?; um..dolls?
139: Favourite Tv Show?; err.. none? but i like korean variety shows though
140: Where do I want to live when older?; peaceful place.. near the beach would be nice
141: Play any musical instrument?; keyboard.. a little.. n am learning guitar
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?; refer question 70
143: Favourite pizza toping? ; shrimp and cheese
144: Am I afraid of the dark?; i like darkness
145: Am I afraid of heights?; quite
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?; yeahhh.
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?;  yes. many times.. n i hate the feeling
148: What I’m really bad at; running
149: What my greatest achievments are; 8A's in SPM .. made my umi n abah proud.. =) , will never forget the day abah hugged umi in the public and says "tahniah" .. yeah.. my results, my day.. but umi got congratulated..because she brought up ME. =)
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me; i’m fat :'(
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery; shopping for myself, family, friends, needy and everyone i care.
152: What do I like about myself; i forgive people easily and i usually forget mean things or words that people do or say to me.. my memory storage is small i guess.
153: My closest blogspot friends ; look at my list-- on the right side.
154: Something I fantasise about; future as a mother =)
155: Any question you’d like?;  --- be mine, will ya?

keep calm







i'm sorry .. i actually forgot who am i.. n how do i look like.  =)


happy writing new story.


sayonara

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

saya nk bagitau ni ...



Salam..

saya nak bagitau ni.. incase awk awk semua x tau..

orang perempuan ni cepat perasan.. percayalah ckp sy.. sy perempuan.. sy pasti 90% perempuan kt dunia ni ada masalah cepat perasan ni...

contoh 1 :

sizuka : (ehh lelaki tu kenapa tengok aku dr tadi x berkelip? cantik sgt ke aku hari ni? x pelah.. tengok2..  comel jugak laki ni.. hee) *senyum gedik.

nobita : (duit bulan ni x cukup la.. nk bayar bil lagi, bil air, bil letrik, bil internet, yuran lg..bla bla bla..mane nk cari duit ni) *termenung pikirkan masa depan.. mata menuju terus ke arah seorang gadis tapi panahan mata menembusi gadis itu..

---> nampak x kat situ.. laki tu x pandang girl tu pn.. girl tu je yg syok sndri.. byk sgt yg cmni okeh.. sape setuju angkat tangan !

contoh 2 :

nobita : excuse me miss, mana arah nk pergi toilet yer? 

sizuka : errr pegi kanan pastu belok kanan lg... ( homaiggoodd he's into me! )

---> ni rare.. tp ada.. ada jenis2 pompuan yg pantang kena tegur dah perasan laki tu suka die.. yg ni jenis yg xdak common sense ..#opss..

contoh 3 :

sizuka : *texting my crush* you ni so funny lah.. you da makan ke belom?

nobita : *texting a girl -friend* i dah makan dah.. you dah makan? i ada keje sikit ni.. kita text next time yer.. bye..

sizuka : homaiigoooddddd.. die nk textng ngan aku lagiii..

---> the truth is, obviously laki tu nk mengelak sbnrnye.. n ayt last tu ayat amik hati..*duhhh*



orang perempuan ni, ada 9 nafsu and 1 je akal.. so pardon our foolishness for we take things very seriously..

girls, if you have a crush on someone, don't put your hope too high.. don't just bluntly burst out your confession.. TRUE, they say, if you don't try you will never know.. but if you try and you are rejected.. it will hurt even more.. the best solution is to wait and follow the flow.. but don't just wait, "wait" .. do something simple.. be friend with him, for example... insyaAllah, what is meant for you, someday will finally be yours..

and boys.. don't take other's feeling for granted.. if you know somebody likes you.. try not to play with their feelings (don't give them much hope)  .. BUT.. don't bluntly ignore or avoid them either.. be friend.. *just friend..and i really mean it! don't use cheezy words that will make them, emm you know.. fall deeper*
be friend.. know them.. coz you'll never know a person just by looking.. talk to them about stuff.. if the cover doesn't attract you, try read the content, your opinion might change..  :)

and lastly.. once again.. if you don't intend to catch me when i fall, don't make me fall for you even harder...



that's all folks.. happy holiday..

till then,
take care =D


p/s : with the past around, i assume things are going to change, a lot.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

welcome

makan sampai kenyang tau... n smile :)


hai hai..

one down, three papers to go... but let's skip that mental breaking thingy...

hope my little prank makes u smile.. :)

and i assume the 'like' on my photo is your respond... you smile. =D
mission accomplished. hehe

sorry for leaving the card blank.. action speaks louder than words, remember? ;)

let's not talk about this.
let's pretend you don't know.
let's keep this silence and distance.

i like it better this way.. n i know you don't want anything to do with me either...

i like giving.. just take and enjoy the treatment.. trust me, i won't ask for anything in return.. i just did because i want to.. no more. no less..

and please don't respond any further..

because if you don't intend to catch me when i fall, don't let me fall for you even harder.


Till then,
wish you all the best.

the blank me.











Saturday, May 11, 2013

he's out of my league

because of you, my heart wears an armour


Salam n happy study-weekend day,
the truth is... in my mind, it says, " He's out of my league"

Have you watch the movie? She's out of my league. yaa.. sort of that.. but the situation is the opposite.. i'm the average Joe..
Regardless the above reason, there's something else... THEM.

they say, i'll get hurt.
they say, don't expect for anything.
they say, DON'T.

but i didn't blame them.. we barely spoken. we barely see each other eye to eye.. we have nothing in common.. we don't know each other.. you probably don't even know my last name :) , i mean, my father's name.. 

but no matter how, i still believe... whatever the consequences, it's an experience.. experience makes us grow stronger n wiser, remember?
 
que sera sera, what is meant to be is meant to be, the future is not ours to see..

hope for better , keep faith.
Till then,
do your best, happy studying.

nabihah.


p/s : kalau x perlu hijack, bg la password... ekekeee...




Tuesday, May 7, 2013

tambah satu




They say.. DON't
They say.. me n you = impossible.
They say.. They say...

and because i've hurt too much.. i'll listen to them.

but here's something, i wrote...


Dear awak,

Every once in awhile
we, human, tend to do something
that is completely out from our routine
mainly to get rid of certain heart breaking ...

Forgive me
and my impudent
For i come without warning
and leave without explaining.

Forgive me
and all my doing
For i did without thinking
that you would actually be wondering.

If you ask me why
me myself don't know how to reply
my mind's blank and my heart's empty
But everything i did, came together with honesty.

It's probably admire
or a sense of desire
But whatever the matter
I can't get the answer to our ponder

Because that's my nature
for me to say hi to dear you
not in million years.


happy one year wiser.. be good and good luck.



Till then,
take care and keep smiling.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

aku, kau dan bidadari

Assalamualaikum ~~

Ni entry islamik sikit.. :)



Dulu, saya pnh baca satu artikel ttg cemburu wanita dengan bidadari syurga.. artikel tu menarik sgt.. td tiba2 teringat kat artikel tu yg bt sy selongkar google utk cari artikel tu.. naseb baek jumpa..

Secara ringkas versi nabihah :-

Tahukah anda ? setiap lelaki islam yang masuk syurga akan dikurniakan bidadari bidadari syurga yg putih melepak , cun , comel kalah selena gomez?

"Di dalam syurga itu ada bidadari-bidadari yang sopan menundukkan pandangannya, tidak pernah disentuh oleh manusia sebelum mereka (penghuni-penghuni syurga yang menjadi suami mereka), dan tidak pula oleh jin." (Qs. Ar-Rahmaan [55]: 56) 

Ye.. saya tulis bidadari bidadari , awak x salah baca..sebab, Rasulullah S.A.W penah cakap 


Nabi Muhammad SAW bersabda maksudnya : "Setiap lelaki yang masuk Syurga akan diberi 72 bidadari; tidak peduli pada umur berapa dia mati, ketika dia masuk Syurga dia akan menjadi seorang berumur 30 tahun dan tidak akan tambah tua. Lelaki di Syurga akan diberi keperkasaan yang sama dengan keperkasaan seratus orang lelaki." (Hadis Riwayat Tirmizi)

So, rasanya x perlu la kot bersusah susah nak pasang dua tiga empat sekarang.. kat syurga nanti bukan setakat empat, tujuh puluh dua korg bole dapat... lagipunnn.. nk berpoligami tuh, poket tebal sgt ke? yakin sgt ke bole adil? x adil or trlebih kasih sikit je pn, korg da dapat dosa tauuuuu..

K. back to main points..

FAKTA : perempuan dan cemburu x leh dipisahkan..

Sizuka nampak Nobita brcakap ngan Sailormoon pn die bole cemburu merajuk dobelas hari.. ni kan pulak nanti bila kat syurga laki die di kelilingi bidadari2 shantek.. msti ar jeles.. kan kannn..

" Boleh tak kalau kat syurga nanti, saya x nak suami saya ada bidadari? saya x suka share share ni.. what is mine, is mine. HUH"

 Soalan ni, mmg tipikal soalan perempuan nak sgt sgt tny, cuma malu je nk tny, sbb tu tak tertanya..

Dalam artikel tuh, ustaz tu jwb...

Boleh. Tapi jangan berenggang la dgn suami tu.. sbb bidadari bidadari syurga tu tunggu masa je nk brsama suami diorg..  [*ye.. suami diorg, n dlm Quran de ckp, diorg slalu rindukan suami diorg* -- jeles pulak bile pikir ade org rindu future baby aku :( ]

ustaz tu ckp lg ... " tapi puan kna la masuk syurga brsama2 ngan suami puan.. sbb kalau suami masuk syurga, isteri kena masuk neraka dulu, tak dijamin bidadari2 tu tak akan ganggu suami puan..hhihi "

[ini 18sx.. kalau x cukup umur.. sila brhenti dr baca]

Tapi mslhnye.. larat ke korg nk layan suami korg tuh ? *blush

Sebabnya, kat syurga nanti.. nafsu ahli ahli syurga berkali ganda dasyat drpd kt dunia skrg.. ( err =.=! )

 Para Sahabat bertanya, adakah penghuni syurga melakukan jimak, dan
bagaimanakah keadaan mereka? Dijawab oleh Rasulullah, "Benar. Oh, sungguh
hebat sekali. Tenaga dan kenikmatan mereka Allah gandakan kepada seratus,
dan mereka sekali pun tidak akan merasa letih." ~au kama qaal


cuba imagine mcm mane la tuh berkali kali ganda.. sbb research kata lelaki normal pikir sal ehem ehem every seven seconds.. tu baru lelaki yg de 1 nafsu 9 akal.. pompuan yg ade 9 nafsu nih??

if korg x nk berenggang dgn suami korg, maknanyaa x kuar bilik la... kekekee..
Berapa lama la tahan tu? seminggu? setahun? 10 tahun? sbb ahli syurga mana tidur.. (amik kau.. x leh imagine oo)

Dah la dalam nas ada cakap bidadari bidadari syurga yg dok rindu suami kita nih (ececee) sentiasa merindui jimak... diorang ada nafsu jugak mcm manusia.. cuma nafsu diorg bersih and xde hasad2 dengki mcm manusia..

tau kan jimak apa? n bidadari syurga ni ada sifat 'berahi berpanjangan' , which is ciri2 wanita idaman most guys n jenis perempuan yang semua lelaki normal dan waras suka... kann?? x yah nk tipu.. cepok pale kang.

Sebenarnya.. ada satu sbb je knp wanita akan cemburu bila sebut pasal bidadari syurga..

BIDADARI.. ANGEL.. dari nama tu sendiri pun da bole nampak.. Kompem la diorang lagi cantik, sempurna.. perempuan mana suka kalah..n biasanya perempuan akan cemburu dgn org yg lg hebat dr diorg.. sbb tu la kami cemburu..

tapi sbnrnye.. istilah cemburu tu x perlu ada.. sebabnya.. setiap isteri ahli syurga merupakan Ketua Bidadari utk setiap bidadari bidadari suami dia tu.. So, kita lagi berhak kot.. hehe.. And and... trust me, walau cantik mana pn bidadari2 syurga tu nanti, ketua bidadari akan lagi cantik kat mata suami dia <3 p="">
wanita syurga itu cantik, tetapi wanita dunia yang dikurniakan syurga, lagi cantik :)

Lagipun... kalau kita pandai jaga suami kat dunia, sayang dia, jaga makan pakai, taat n sume tu lah.. x mustahil bila kt syurga nanti suami kita tolak sume bidadari2 tu, utk kita.. kata cinta sampai syurga kannn..

My say : setiap lelaki, walau garang macam mana pn dia, bila dengan bini, dia akan manja sendiri. KALAU bini dia pandai ambik hati.. as a woman, i believe, if ur relationship fail, there must be something wrong with da girl.. sbb bg saya la.. kalau perempuan tu pandai jaga cik abang dia, xkn wujud org ketiga, xde istilah bosan jemu, xkn cari lain.. unless kalau lelaki tu mmg puaka n mmg nature die buaya darat yg x cukup dgn apa yg dia ada.

dat's all i guess.. nak lg jelas,, google sendirik..


I've read this somewhere.. setiap wanita yg xde pasangan kt dunia, akan ada bidadara syurga dia sndri..hikhikk... agak2, bidadara syurga tu nnti ade x yg nsem mcm salman khan? or comel mcm kim hyun joong n romantic macam chuck bass? weeee .. huhuu.. nnti kite ckp sal ni next time.. da pnjg melalut rasanya ni..

till then,
take care =P



source :  http://www.mieneaststar.com/2012/09/wanita-jangan-cemburu-dengan-bidadari.html













 

Monday, April 29, 2013

distraction.







sizuka  : go away!

nobita  : why? what did i do to you? i didn't do anything wrong.

sizuka  : because u didn't do anything. that's why. * walking away n cry.



u didn't do anything, but why you're my biggest distraction? it's hard to force myself not to think about you... so, just go.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

dilemma




Salam...

almost a year now.. even though my 'mental n heart' torture come to visit once in a while, i manage to keep him away, omit those heartache n yeah.. still single.. i mean.. no more reading the same book over and over again...

last year, around this date (approximately).. i did something stupid yet funny.. *hehe .. but..trust me.. masa tu sangat sangat tidak waras...

tapi.. why n why skrg ni i feel like doing 'it' again? :'(
Help.. my heart says 'do it', but my mind says 'pls dont let the world know you're stupid'

why no? because..
1. i think he's taken.. at least, his heart is.. n my very first rule in relationship ;

"never ever ever EVER ambik or kacau org punye... walaupun there's no other guy left in this whole universe.. jgn ambik pompuan lain punye"

.. and becoz that's my rule since i was a child, i'll never neglect them.

2. i think, i'm not over my ex.. not yet.. coz sometimes i thnk about him... but i shuhh shuhh him away.. so, i don wanna use other person as rebound or whatever-people-call-it

it's a four years relationship.. four years in my eyes, only him.. so, wat do u expect? i cant just flush him away right...ohh.. but i hate him.. he.made.me.suffer.heart.and.soul.

3. becoz i don want to look stupiddddd.. =.=!

why yes? because...

1. my heart says its the right thing to do.. sometimes, when we do something, it doesn't mean we want something back in return.. but we did it becoz we wanted to....

okay.. i'm in a dilemma.

so, dear awak.. aci x kalau awk bagi hint sikit whether awk tunggu or tak? whether awak nk or x? o whether u expect something or u just dont care..

k..dats all.. adios amigos..

p/s : ahad ni tetibe kna join tournament hoki.. last main hoki yg btl2 main mase sekolah rndh yer.. F bodek2 srh join sbb x ckp org lam team.. and sy dgn separuh hatinya jadi player tangkap muat... moga2 x de kecederaan or biru2 nanti.. amin..
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