game over

How do you know you're NOT into him anymore?

When your heart doesn't go thump thump when he's near  =)

Till then,

live a happy life,

find new love,

and take care :)

beautiful no more

"What make you so beautiful, is u don't know how beautiful you are, to me"

Carly Rae Jepsen ft Justin Bieber , Beautiful

this is before

but not anymore..

because now that u know

n yeah.. it's a taboo..

you're just like any other

hope

the real purpose is to know you and to judge, if i, possibly, might or might not, ever hope to make me fall for you, and you in return, fall for me.

but silence is always the best answer.. so, i assume, your ignorance and silence is a 'no'.

thus, ends of this chapter. the story goes on.



sayonara.

let me give your heart a break

wanting to have one's heart isn't as easy as buying a designer bag, but we can't use force either...

Bila kita nak pikat hati orang, usaha dan pengorbanan itu harus ada... kalau orang tu high maintenance, usaha perlu digandakan ye kawan2...

Konsep nya sama macam kita nak mintak duit nak beli gadget ngan parents contohnya... paling paling kenen pn kena kemas rumah, cuci keta diorang ke, urut urut sikit, masak utk diorg ke.. kita panggil 'bodek' ..tp tu sebenarnya usaha kita nak dapatkan apa yang kita nak.

Bila kita nak pikat hati orang, kita x boley kedekut tau..

kita kena 'murah' dalam byk segi.. tp bukan 'murah' yg tu *uhuk

kena murahkan senyuman

kena murahkan ego

kena murahkan masa

sebab.. kita yang nak pikat hati dia.. kita la yg kena berusaha text dulu, say hi dulu..sbb kalau nk harapkan dia,,,, lupikir lah sendiri..

sama jugak macam kita nak beli barang.. kalau kita nak beli something, kita kena pakai baju, start enjin keta, pegi kedai, pilih2, tawar menawar, baru kita dapat apa yg kita nak kan...and kita puas hati dengan barang tu...

tapi, if kita beli on9, kite nampak luar je cantik dan menarik hati.. produk yg sampai, hampeh...

walaupun orang cakap, hati manusia ni bukan untuk dijual beli... tapi hati manusia ni lembut... kalau awk ikhlas syg dia, insyaAllah keikhlasan awk tu, dia dapat rasa... niat kena betul, oke?

n kepada yang mungkin masih merana teringatkan kisah lama, bukak hati bukak mata.. ada lg orang yang mampu bahagiakan hati awk.. awk just kena bagi masa awak dan bagi dia peluang..mungkin yg baru dtg ni lebih baik dari yg lama...

there's a saying, for every "broken-hearted people, there's always somebody with a band-aid"

actually, sy ada satu idea nakal... tp x sy x penah bt lg..  =.=!

tapi idea ni perlukan keberanian...

sizuka : let's play one game
nobita : what game?
sizuka : flirting mission.
nobita : huh?
sizuka : give me one month (or how long you think appropriate..), i'll try everything possible to flirt, seduce, care for you BUT you have to cooperate.
nobita : then?
sizuka : then if after one month, u have a slight interest in me, you lose. but if you feel nothing, you win.
nobita : oookay.. if i win, what will i get. and if you win, what will you get?
sizuka : if you win, you will have your time on your own..i won't disturb you anymore... if i win, you can have me :)

logically, cuba try sebulan.. texting, talking, sharing moments, laughing with one person...benda tu akan jadi norms.. and beli dah jadi norms.. game over.

so conclusion,

kalau kita nak pikat hati org yg kita sedar x suka kita balik, kesabaran tu kena lagi tinggi dari KLCC and kulit muka kena tebal macam kerak nasi  =.=!

gud luck yer semua  :)

till then,
take care


p/s  : ini hny teori logik sy... to be frank, sy belom penah cuba pikat hati org yg x suka sy blk.. belom ada yg bg peluang... so, try at your own risk... tq

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Salam

basically, holiday is interesting... eat, sleep, hangout, eat, sleep, hangout again :)
but i'm trying to fill my holidays with beneficial activities.. any beneficial activities to keep myself occupied so i won't think about unnecessary things

i'll keep my distance.. but i can't promise anything.. =.=!

maybe.. there's someone in your dream, maybe there's someone in your mind, but can i be the one when you got no one?


till then,
nabihah


p/s : penat berkejaran dengan adam tadi kat pantai x hilang lg.. will be missing my Adam.. :'(

leisure

Hello.. i found this questionnaire on tumblr.. feel like answering them.. huhuu.. obviously i hv nothing to do n wanna keep myself busy... 


1: Full name : Nabihah Azrin
2: Age : 21 turning 22
3: 3 Fears : Allah S.W.T. Abah. snakes.
4: 3 things I love : Allah S.W.T. , family and friends
5: 4 turns on :

• When he likes kids
• Good sense of humor
• a son who loves and respects his mother
• God fearing

6: 4 turns off

• smoker
• a big ego
• ignorance
• playboy

7: My best friend : actually, i have many.. n all of them are dear to me
8: Sexual orientation : Straight. [ but i kinda like to look at pretty girls.. -_____- ]
9: My best first date : never actually went out on a couple date. usually, i hv my friends accompany me.
10: How tall am I ; one hundred and fifty dot dot cm ..hihiii
11: What do I miss ; currently, i m missing this one person i know i'll never have. n i miss my girlfriendss
12: What time were I born ; 9.45 p.m.
 13: Favourite color ; purple and chocolate
 14: Do I have a crush ; Yea..but i'm trying to make myself neutral from all this cheezy feelings
 15: Favourite quote; If the two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll know how to find their way back.. as said by Chuck Bass in Gossip Girl.
16: Favourite place; my bed.
 17: Favourite food; anything spicy
18: Do I use sarcasm; sometime
19: What am I listening to right now; almost said it - carly rae japsen 
 20: First thing I notice in new person; Eyes.
21: Shoe size; varies .. usually i wear size 5
22: Eye color; black
 23: Hair color ;black
 24: Favourite style of clothing; Big shirt and jeans
25: Ever done a prank call? ; yupss
 27: Meaning behind my URL ; my philosophy? my idea mostly
28: Favourite movie; fairytales
29: Favourite song; for now When I was your man by Bruno Mars
30: Favourite band;CNBLUE
 31: How I feel right now; frustrated? sad? mourning?
 32: Someone I love; umi <3 b="">

33: My current relationship status; Single and Awesome.
34: My relationship with my parents; Pretty much the common type. of parent - kid relationship.
35: Favourite holiday; school holiday of course =D
36: Tattoos and piercing i have; no tattoos, 2 piercing :)
37: Tattoos and piercing i want; none.. i have enough for both my ears
38: The reason I joined blogspot; because many of my friends hv their own blog.. i started blogging since secondary school.. but i rarely update my blog.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?;  he left me broken hearted after promising blah n blahh after 4 years relationship, what do u expect then? love? nahhh.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?; nope.. almost a year now
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?; if fb chat considered texting, ermm muiz? eww no.
42: When did I last hold hands?; just now, hold abah's hand.
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?; around 30 minutes.
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?; no.
45: Where am I right now?; in front of my laptop, in my house.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?; i didnt drink alcohol.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?; at a reasonable level, too loud can give me terrible migrane
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?; BOTH.
49: Am I excited for anything?; *think* i guess none ;)
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?; YES. my lil bros.. jejad n mumu
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?; when lecturer said, " nabihah, are u sick ". i prefer not to smile than fake one.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?; just a few minutes ago. hugged abah coz he's going to pahang
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?; --err, i guess i would say "you're cheating on me?" -___-
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?; YES..
55: What is something I disliked about today?; i promised myself not to stalk him, but i did.. err.. pls dont tell mumu, he'll nag at me.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?; Nabi Yusof  a.s. .
57: What do I think about most?; A
58: What’s my strangest talent?; ermm.. do i have any? ohh yeah. i'm alive even though my heart has been crushed thousandsss time
59: Do I have any strange phobias?; i hate snakes. n frogs.. because snake eats frogs, so, i hate frogs as well.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?; both ways.
61: What was the last lie I told?; i don't like him anymore
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?; talking on the phone.
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?; ghost? seen once. alien.. hurm? can star trek's alien be considered as the alien 'alien'?
64: Do I believe in magic?; yup. i like fairy tales
65: Do I believe in luck?; I believe in destiny
66: What’s the weather like right now?; A very warm night.
67: What was the last book I’ve read?; GG.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?; no. no. no
69: Do I have any nicknames?; many. my family calls me AH, my schoolmates call me BIG, my matrixmates call me BIB, my ipgmates call me BIHA, B, KAK BIE (i don't like this one though), and mumu calls me A'ah
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?;  when i was in form 4, we went jungle trekking, it was very slippery.. my leg got caught by roots or somethng sharp.. i cant remember well.. but that's the worst i can remember.
71: Do I spend money or save it? ;mostly, i spend money :)
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?; no. ,can you?
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?; yup
74: Favourite animal?; cats
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?; tweeting, facebooking and sewing.
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?; Rude.
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?; Senyumlah Nabihah by Gidta =DD.
78: How can you win my heart?; care.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?; just my name.
80: What is my favorite word?; faithful
81: My top 5 blogs on blogspot;

• theotherkhairul
• ayeemayam
• bvlgari girl -- but it's private now
• penulisan2u
• terfaktab

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?; where is he? the one made for me? you're late!
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?; None.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?; The power to read other's mind
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?; can you forget ... ?
86: What is my current desktop picture?

87: Had sex?; Nope.
88: Bought condoms?; Nope.
89: Gotten pregnant?; Nope
90: Failed a class?; never
91: Kissed a boy?; Yes.
92: Kissed a girl?; Yes.
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?; None.
94: Had job?; I’m still studying.
95: Left the house without my wallet?; many times.
96: Bullied someone on the internet?; No...why would i?
97: Had sex in public?;  no..
98: Played on a sports team?; well i play softball in highschool
99: Smoked weed? ; i don’t smoke.
100: Did drugs?; nope
101: Smoked cigarettes?; nope.
102: Drank alcohol?; nope
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?; none of the two.
104: Been overweight?; yup..
105: Been underweight?; i wish !
106: Been to a wedding?; a couple of times. don't like going to a wedding, it's crowded n hot.. i'll get headache
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?; oh i could go longer.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?; longer than that.
109: Been outside my home country?; yup
110: Gotten my heart broken?; a couple of times.
111: Been to a professional sports game?; yup.. football games..
112: Broken a bone?; nope
113: Cut myself?; never.
114: Been to prom?; malaysian school doesn't hv this culture.. n i came from all girls school since primary school.. so, nope.
115: Been in airplane?; yup.
116: Fly by helicopter?; in my wishlist.
117: What concerts have I been to?; none
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?; do i look like a lesbian to u?
119: Learned another language?; yup.. i'm majoring in English
120: Wore make up?; on special occasions, yes..but i apply only lip gloss, mascara n eye liner.
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?; lol no.
122: Had oral sex?; nope.
123: Dyed my hair?; nope.. i like it black
124: Voted in a presidential election?; not yet.
125: Rode in an ambulance?; nope.
126: Had a surgery?; nope.
127: Met someone famous?; yeah
128: Stalked someone on a social network?; i stalk a lot of people xD
129: Peed outside?; never before
130: Been fishing?; nope.
131: Helped with charity?; a few times.
132: Been rejected by a crush?; i didn’t really confess.
133: Broken a mirror?; nope
134: What do I want for birthday?; Mitsubishi Mirage please :)
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?; minimum four.. maximum, up to my future hubby.. names , adam for boys and mawar for girls
136: Was I named after anyone?; umi said, she was expecting a baby boy, so, my name was Alif at first. Muhammad Alif.. Nabihah is emergency-kind-of name
137: Do I like my handwriting?; yupsie
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?; um..dolls?
139: Favourite Tv Show?; err.. none? but i like korean variety shows though
140: Where do I want to live when older?; peaceful place.. near the beach would be nice
141: Play any musical instrument?; keyboard.. a little.. n am learning guitar
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?; refer question 70
143: Favourite pizza toping? ; shrimp and cheese
144: Am I afraid of the dark?; i like darkness
145: Am I afraid of heights?; quite
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?; yeahhh.
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?;  yes. many times.. n i hate the feeling
148: What I’m really bad at; running
149: What my greatest achievments are; 8A's in SPM .. made my umi n abah proud.. =) , will never forget the day abah hugged umi in the public and says "tahniah" .. yeah.. my results, my day.. but umi got congratulated..because she brought up ME. =)
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me; i’m fat :'(
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery; shopping for myself, family, friends, needy and everyone i care.
152: What do I like about myself; i forgive people easily and i usually forget mean things or words that people do or say to me.. my memory storage is small i guess.
153: My closest blogspot friends ; look at my list-- on the right side.
154: Something I fantasise about; future as a mother =)
155: Any question you’d like?;  --- be mine, will ya?

keep calm

i'm sorry .. i actually forgot who am i.. n how do i look like.  =)


happy writing new story.


sayonara